Saturday 28 May 2016

The Glass Wall

He could hear them again. He walked to the wall and pressed the glass against his wallpaper listened to the familiar routine.

His slightly raised voice, hers a quiet murmur. The male voice rising followed by a higher pitched response. Then the escalation, his shouting, screaming hysterical voice. Hers now lost in the tirade as the noise becomes scary. Then the sound of something breaking, a feint thud and the silence. The awful, awful silence.

He takes the glass from the wall and turns away. He doesn’t know what to do. Doesn’t know how to help, who to talk to.

He goes back to the table and looks at the press cuttings. Yellowed with age they record the awful incident when a gas explosion destroyed the house next door killing the young bride and her baby. The husband returning home from the pub to complete destruction. The subsequent investigation recording accidental death.


He steps outside his front door and walks down to his gate turning to see the gap where number 46 had been. Never rebuilt in over twenty years now a missing monument to a tragedy few knew about and even fewer cared.




Wednesday 4 May 2016

Shafts of Sunlight

Deep under the ground of Seething run a myriad of shafts lying dormant since emptied of their talcum. Deep in our minds shafts of creativity, fun and hope fall into disuse and begin to petrify. How do we rediscover the locations of these pitheads and encourage our thoughts and actions to explore these rich veins again? 

One day a man looked back upon his time and realised quite how early in his life learned fear had begun to influence his decision-making. Thoughts of failure and embarrassment had been fuelled and reinforced far too early by the ‘right and wrong’ dogmatism of ‘knowledge’. True exploration of ideas and play had been quietly restrained by those that cared – ‘Let us save you the trouble for we too have tried that and it won’t work.’ 

But of course it will because it can only fail against your expectations and mine will be different to yours yet still with guiding heart we all try to lead people to our safe land and accidently take away exploration.

I shall search for the pitheads of the talcum mines. Don’t tell me they never existed because I know in my mind that they did and I will find them. Then, I will laugh and that sound will echo down my past to the child who smiled at the sun and believed.

(This also appears on https://seethingography.wordpress.com)